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Saturday, February 16, 2008
Valentine's day is over. Just went to friendster looking through my friends. Suddenly I felt kind of sad. I know it inside me why. Never told anyone before. Actually, I haven't been thinking of me and ben dan, as in what happened in the past. I've been thinking of someone else though. Someone I never thought I would actually like, or rather someone whom doesn't exist in my life, not now. In the past, just strangers. He just disappeared without saying goodbye. Lost contact ever since. Although it is not that long, just last year, but it feels to me that it has been quite long. I will think of him and feel kind of sad because we never got together. Maybe just heart ache. I really didn't think of liking him. Somehow when I thought of him or just mentioned, I would feel sad. That kind of sadness is not what I felt when I broke up with ben dan. Don't know how to explain it. Trying to forget him... Sometimes it's just so ironic when I feel like looking for a bf and sometimes not. Maybe it's just to make me forget him or just that I need someone with me. Sometimes when I feel so independent, I don't need one. When you're down on something, you really will forget things. Oh well. Luckily the exam is coming. I need to put in effort. Ganbatte!
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